I'm feeling very demoralized now. What with the newly received test scores for various subjects as well as my January SATs score, my self-confidence has just hit a record low. Got 20/25 for some simple free fraggish maths test, 12.5/25 for chem test, and unspeakably low for econs essay test. To top the list, I got 2160 for SATs while I aimed for something like 2300. I really hope that this losing streak will be ended here and now so that I don't get completely owned for my Maths H3 test. If I still can be completely owned for that, which I must say I put in a colossal amount of effort for, I can really go stuff my head in the toilet bowl...

Despite this influx of demoralizing results, I nevertheless feel rather slack and enervated. I actually skipped my H3 maths lesson today to watch the interhouse cybergaming tournament, even though BB already got owned. Actually wanted to go slightly late, but since the DotA finals got delayed and started at 4+. Then it was super exciting also, with MR's magnataur lina rogueknight qop luna vs BW's earthshaker treant viper zeus warlock. Even though MR probably has an overall higher skill level, BW's gay treant-earthshaker-warlock combo started to dominate from mid game, but due to the entrance of some mood-spoiling teacher who declaimed the termination of the competition in 5 min just at the climax of the match, the end result remains unknown and a pending draw was decided.

Also, MT's counterstrike team was really imba and completely dominated the other finalist, a BW team.

Anyway, I shall try to put a stop to my holiday mood after take 5 tmr and lan outing, haha!