It is quite demoralizing to log into msn every time now and only see all the usual slackers/afkers online. Although I have tried to control myself, I just cannot completely put a leash on some of my desires. While I imagined mugging from 10 to 10 this weekend, in actuality I just kept putting it off and started to play comp whenever my mum went out. Well, I did prevent myself from playing DotA, but that did not stop me from watching DotA replays, and reading Dgrayman manga, which is super exciting.

Effectively I ended up mugging for about 8-10 hours in total for the entire weekend and spent the rest of the time sleeping/watching DotA replay/reading manga/stoning/playing bball. Felt quite frustrated yesterday because I went to Sembawang to play bball with the usual ppl and ended up there half an hour early because of miscommunication. I was thinking of how I could have polished off the maths 2006 promo practice paper every minute of that half an hour...and I realise that whenever I myself am slacking, I will never blame myself for taking up my precious mugging time, and whenever something else hinders me when I finally want to mug, I get super frustrated. It is so hard to be selfless...

Anyway, I am really damn sick of seeing the same AP 7-11 shopkeeper woman every time we go the sun plaza 7-11 to buy the habitual super big gulp. Last time, she attitude when we delayed a bit at the counter while talking about how we were going to fail promos. Now, she attitude when we forgot to pay the money because this idiotic rongbing go and walk out when we thought he paid the money cos our hands were all full. Lol.