Haix damn sad la...circumstances arent helping my mood to improve at all. And I really need my mood right now, because the CTs are coming. Yes, the CTs are coming, and they had better meet me in one of my better moods. In case you were wondering what circumstances I was referring to, and you should be wondering unless you skipped that part to read this part, they refer to my recreational life. Those of you who know me will probably understand that currently, all there is to my recreational life right now is chess and DotA.

This post originated in 4.20 pm on friday the seventh of october, and that is just after the DotA game that I should not have lost. What makes it worse is that I did not only lose but quit nearing the end cos my mum came home. What made it worser was that my mum yelled at me not to eat at my comp. The game was in itself utmostly irritating. I really could not comprehend the unfairness of it. Understandably, we had a high chance of winning. Me junwei and yiphei vs fangjin yichen and some random guy. It was another case of the imbas. I was using omniknight yiphei used broodmother junwei used tiny vs luna(fangjin), leviathan(yichen), and nerub ass(the random guy). I know that I was probably the one who caused the ultimate defeat as I was feeding luna. That is ironic because I used omniknight purposely to counter luna, but somehow, my mouse keep screwing up. The first time I died was my own fault. After that, I could have averted death but somehow when i tried to use purification on myself the bloody mouse just did not click, no matter how much i pressed. What the heck. Then later I could have killed luna but while i was chasing him, clicking madly on the mouse, SOMEHOW my hero just turned backwards and the mouse didnt click AGAIN! holy shit man. As a result of this fangjin got more and more kills and at the same time both of his team mates whom I personally think were quite useless stole some kills and got powerful. Its really shitty la.

I find that diversifying really loses you the advantage. Some people who never play as much as me just keep using the same hero, while i switch heroes every game. That is a compromise on my skill level for each hero, and yields disappointing results without fail every game.

Enough of that, so much talk about DotA would probably bore readers with no understanding on the topic, but I just had to vent my frustration on something and throwing something out of the window just did not seem an appropriate action. Much of my angst is now gone after I wrote so much crap though.